Just Feeling Sick! :(

Well, I am not really sick like flu or bug or anything with me physically.

Okay, Sunday was a good day. I was able to update my other blogs and put pictures on them on the web from my computer.

Last week, I had a friend of mine check out my computer and he found 10 viruses on the darn thing. He did not find anything on my external hard drive which was good because my whole life was on that hard drive. Did you happen to notice that I said "WAS"

Well, I just don't know, there I was sitting and typing and getting ready to print out some registration forms that I need for my studio when I double click like normal and it gave me an error. "Can't find path" WHAT? I know it is in there, I can see it. You stupid computer, why can't you find it. It is right there.

So, I thought, well maybe since I plugged in the external hard drive in after I booted the computer up, so I did a reboot. Well, now the stupid computer can't even find my external hard drive, well no I take that back. It found the hard drive but the disk is not formatted. "Would you like to format the disk", it keep asking. Well, OK! Then it gives me a warning that if I format it, I will lose all my data. Well, I LOST ALL OF MY LIFE! GONE! LIKE A BLINK OF AN EYE! POOOOOF! By this time I am furious.

A soccer ball is the last thing I want to be kicking, but I thought it said it. Finally, I said Ok, go ahead, since ALL MY DATA IS GONE ANYWAY! Hence the touch of anger i built up. So, I click yes, what! another error. "Sorry, the disk can not be formatted because of something stupid. I can't even remember what it said I was so mad.

Four years of my life, just gone like that. WTF! I now have to recreate everything. Okay, for some you geeks out there. I do not have a mirror drive. That drive was messed up too a while back, so I am totally working off one main hard drive and now a new external hard drive I had before to put in another computer. Oh, by the way, my external hard drive that I bought will not work in the computer I have because it does not have the same connectors.

You know it really could be worse. I think I need some chocolate or just a really good alcohol beverage. No, cause I have to go teach. For my birthday next week, I am having a good stiff drink. I think I deserve that. Yea ME!

Frustrated!

Okay, here is the deal. I am so freakin frustrated and a little upset. I am in the business of fitness along with several other projects, but fitness is my thing. I think I look pretty good for 40 something. I can't even remember how old I am, but I do know I am 40 something. I have two beautiful daughters who reminds me how old I am.

The reason I look good is because I workout. Now, I am no Jackie Warner or Rebecca, someday maybe if I just stay away from those simple sugars. I live for those. BAD! BAD! Bad girl I am. I know exactly what I need to do and I have no, yep none whatsoever to whip back and work a little harder. Have you seen my work schedule? Okay, go take a look at my schedule at www.myspace.com/myphysiqueinc and you will see the classes that I teach and that is not all of them. I teach one right now for the summer at MCM University and a little Yoga class for a treatment center.

Everyone who knows me knows that I have my own studio. They know the schedule and they are always saying I wish I looked at good as you but I am going to go on this FAD diet. Ughhhh, it is so frustrated.

So, I have three classes set up on Saturday, which is today. A nice Yoga class to get you going in the morning and have a productive day. A little hip hop class for the younger group and then finally something sexy for the older group, a striptease class. Yup, you read that correcly.
So, why doesn't anyone want to come have fun and burn a few calories. Look here is a tip, you are not going to take off the fat in one day. Did you put it on in one day? I think not. What do you have to do to take it off. Get off your duff and hit the outdoors or go to a group exercise class and layoff those simple sugars, like cookies, cakes, sodas. If you live in Abilene, Texas and you are a women, come by the studio. I don't bite but I can give you a workout. Listen, "A year from now you'll wish you had started today." Ain't that the truth, a year from now you will being saying and whining about the same issue. I am fat, I want to look like you. Ugh, so I waste my time going up to the studio, only to have no one, not one person show up this morning. What is with these people here? Too many places to go eat that is what the problem is. Too many places to eat and too many churches. God wants you to get moving and take care of the temple he has provided for you. Your body, not the Church.

So, what should I do you all. I just don't now what more I can do.